Its sucky to hear that. Sorry about that Kim.
But look at the bright side, you get to do a lot, stuff that other girls on here only wish of doing.
not to mention the way you tell the stories of your travels have prob made more then a few girls in here hit the door running.
So, a no go for halloween, sucks yes, but you can always think of it this way - leave it for the folks in the closet to enjoy, you have the other 364 days to be out.