Is it possible for you to let go of trying to be a "Real Man" or a "Real Woman," and just let yourself be? If you feel emotional, let it out. If you feel scared of the future, let yourself feel scared. If you feel anxious, let yourself feel anxious. Treat yourself well. If wearing feminine clothes helps with the anxiety, try that. Can you give yourself permission to let people down and let yourself down, and then just try to observe what you end up wanting, when you put yourself first?
